Tuesday, September 25, 2012

nine months + five days

dear andy,

i didn't get a chance to write you on our anniversary. so happy 9 months + 5 day. it has been the best 9 months (and 5 days) of my life. the song that was included in my last letter was such a representation of how grateful i am to have you as a part of my life. the past 9 months has truly shown me what i’ve been living for. what all the pain, suffering, life lessons were leading me to.

i always try to recall the first time i met you in 2009. it’s a blur to me, because i didn’t give it much thought. you would forever be known as that guy who never followed up on taking me out. but it wasn't anything i dwelled on. we were just two people at different points in our life. and quite frankly, i didn't think i would ever see you again.

sometimes, like right now, i catch myself trying very hard to recollect any memories from that day. and i can't recollect as much as i would like. had i known that day and meeting you would be so significant later in my life, i would written every single detail. but life is unexpected like that.

i can't wait to see you in december. but i hope that someday soon, i'll be able to say that "i can't wait to see you tonight/this morning/tomorrow" and no longer in months at a time. as i've said before, that day can't come soon enough.

i love you.

yours & always.